People might see a girl that smiles every so often, but otherwise looks like stone.
A girl that spits out negative things, but yet can be so positive at times.
Someone that is on their phone all of the time but no one hears from at all during the night.
Who will sit up at 2 a.m. to watch movies and cry with you over Chinese food about the boy who broke your heart, but yet keeps her feelings padlocked with an invisible key.
I hide the way I truly feel because I cannot stand when people get to close to me, both physically and mentally.
I oftentimes push people away before they even have a chance to say hello.
I laugh until I cry and I giggle with my friends, but that’s not how I feel on the inside.
I feel fervent love and give my all to only one person, my boyfriend.
That is the only time I feel like I can breathe, when I’m with him.
He is the only one that I trust with all my heart.
Some might say that I am too young to know what love is, or maybe they are too blind when it comes to realizing that anyone can fall in love at any time and any place.
I did.
One man changed my entire life, for the better not for worse.
He’s my world and he made living in this town and seeing the same people that I always do not so impossible to manage.
I get good grades and my parents are still together, I have a house, clothes, and food.
I have a job and my hopes are to go to college, I want to make more out of myself.
Some people say that I don’t have it hard and I don’t have anything to complain about.
But, in reality, does anyone ever know everything there is to know about someone?
That is me, of course.
I am shaded.
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