6.7.18

Today, I feel empowered. 
Invincible, as if I can do anything.
Be anything. 
Maybe my mind tricks me into believing that I am nothing so that I do not hone into my true power.
My excellence. 
Maybe I will shock everyone. 
Maybe I will rise above to be everything that they said I would not. 
A smile spreads across my lips and I feel a radiance come over me. 
I can make it through the storm. 

6.3.18

I wish I could go back in time and spare myself of ever coming across your path.

You invaded my life with your charismatic words, and I, fell into them like you knew I would. 

Trapped with your manipulation. 

I did not know how to escape it, I thought you were the best thing for me. 

Caught up you, I slowly began to lose myself. 

I lost myself in someone that was not good enough. 

That was not worthy of my presence in their life. 

Even though time has passed, I still do not remember who I was before I met you. 

I do not remember my innocent self.